I'm listening to Sigur Rós right now and already I feel a bit scared. I wasn't even feeling sad or anything, but now... I took sort of a nap and when I awoke I found myself in Ára Bátur and apparently sometimes I don't want to be alone while listening to Ára Bátur. And my head fills up with thoughts about tomorrow and tomorrow will be another day all by myself. And it's not like I'm constantly all by myself, when I go to work it's nice 'cause I get to talk to people, but it seems that isn't the same as really being with someone and right now I do feel really alone. I'll miss going to school on Saturday. In a couple of months I'll go there every day, but it's still a bit far away. There's still an entire summer vacation to survive. And I'm not that good with summer vacations. Always makes me feel the entire world is going on vacation with family or hangs out with friends, except for me. It always feels like such an effort not to end up feeling like I'm the one left all by himself. So this is what Jónsi & co. do to me. I probably won't cry tonight 'cause that never happened to me before so I'm not expecting it to happen ever, not even tonight. Though it's said to be rather epic and very magical. I can't wait to see it but I have a feeling it would be nice if a lot of people would be able to hold my hand tonight even just for one song
The sun's not helping either you know, days like these are meant to be rainy days. Last Sunday seeing Joanna was perfect 'cause it was raining and I felt like I could hide, but today. No shelter
This Saturday we have our final class and the last assignment is to do a performance. I want to work on it and buy stuff, but all the stores are closed :(
Seriously, last night after working at the callcenter my jaw just felt so heavy, it was almost impossible to speak! When you're busy calling you don't notice it, but once you're done you feel how tired you've got from trying to speake clearly and articulate. Today I have a day off, but next week it will be the first time I'll be working on Monday, Tuesday AND Wedensday, so three days in a row. It's gonna be a challenge. And then the morning after hop into the bus and make my way to Lille! :DD
Can't believe I'm seeing The National 2 times this year, 2 times!!!! And in 2 months!! I'm the luckiest kid :D
The short is called So Long, For Now and it's by Marc Jacobson and features model Dan Felton who has the coolest hair ;)
I'll work on the assignment for school today, have to step up my game! And maaaaaaaaybe if I manage to find someone with a ticket to sell for Angus & Julia Stone, I'll go and see those two tonight in Paradiso. I wouldn't mind going all by myself 'cause it will be one of those gigs where I'll be having trouble breathing because it will be so beautiful like when I went to see Bon Iver, Beirut or Kings Of Convenience. At those moments I'd rather be alone
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